Accept It!

What a day!

Once again no Lit. But then also good. Maths was great. Science was somehow boring. But still had to listen so can pass exams. IT... Free period again lor. Now free period= chatting time. Whenever free period for IT I will chat and chat with Ms Grace. So fun. And hor... My class bully Ms Grace again. So damn mean.
* Ms Grace, you have to be the way that you were on the last one minute of the class. Must be strict with my class. Cannot be too kind. They will take advantage one. Get tips from Mr Sim Buan Heng on how he lecture his students. His the perfect person to turn to when you need some help in disciplining naughty classes.
Then had Maths again, then English.

After school was dismissed, and I was walking towards staircase, PH suddenly called me. She talked to me about yesterday that thing. She said that it was good that I'm very active and want to go gym. But need to choose the right time to ask for gym key. I was actually happy that she called me lah. I wanted badly to apologise with a sincere heart, but it's just that I did not know how to bring that topic up to her. Thanks God that she came to find me instead. If not I will feel very guilty. Said that I was very sorry and she replied with, " It's okay. As long as you learn from you mistake." She's not a bad person in the end. Just that maybe at times she will be strict. But apart from that she's alright.

Do I still like her? I don't even know. When I say that I hate her, a dream will appear to me when I'm sleeping. And what dream is that? It's a dream about her. Yesterday night I dreamt that I was playing some kind of ball game with her and her class of about 8. I guess it was softball mix rugby. It's some very weird game. Invented by my dream. The last time I said that i want her out of my head, a dream came to me too. It was about my last day in that school. When I went home, I found a letter for me. It was from PH. when I opened the letter, it was some voucher for massage or spa or something like that. Was laughing at it when I woke up. And then got so many other times I dreamt about her lor. Though the rest are dreams when I was madly in love with her, but they were really awkward too.

Haiyo... Just got to accept the fact that she can never get out of my head. When I want her out of my head, something will happen and I will start to fall for her again. I should just stop talking about her. Like seriously.

Today going to "study" (as in revise, read or something like that) for my English and Chinese. Tomorrow got English paper. Have to work really really hard. Must not fail. Fail, I'll die. Maybe going to study dictionary today too. Gtg now. Wanna Study.
All the best for everyone out there. Good luck for your exams.