Wrong Prediction

Thinking that it would be a wonderful day today, I woke up immediately after my alarm rang. But until this time of my day... It's been... Horrible. Just plain horrible.

Never expected such a thing from that woman okay. I don't give a damn to her now. Ask you for gym key, you tell me that you are going to eat. I understand, so I asked when can you pass it to me. In reply, what you said just got me in flame. What do mean when you said "Don't Rush Me. It's Very Rude!". WTH!! I asked you nicely, politely and you went like it's very rude. By my tone, you should know that I just want to know when you will be done and pass me the key. You could simply reply me with " I'm not very sure, maybe you'll have to wait for ...(how long). Or maybe you would like to try asking other PE teachers." That was so simple. Must you stare at me and say such hurtful things to me?! What I gave you in return was an insincere sorry. I think that you deserve that lah! And don't blame me!
Now, you're totally out of my mind already. I don't feel like saying all these, but you left me with no choice.

And in the morning. MA Tan never come again. Thanks lah. You tell me how can we not fail our lit? Should have counted how many times you never come. Must be more than 10 times already. Damn frustrating. And during mass. What with everyone laughing at the way Father is speaking. Is there something wrong? I know that he speaks in a very awkward manner. But do you need to do that? That was really rude, as to what I think. Though I laughed, but it was because people around me kept laughing that I was not able to control my own laughter. But after a while, I stopped. And I know that it is rude, so I won't want to laugh at him. I mean God made him this way. So just accept the fact. And he is here to guide us into the presence of God. And why so dead? No one was replying to anything. Not singing also. Thought everyone loves to sing? What nonsense. Sing rubbish songs clever. But when comes to praising God with hymns, dead silence. Come on lah! You should be happy okay. God Rulez leh!
Can't stand this school. Not the perfect school that I want to be in. If only everyone has the same thoughts as I do, how great can it be. This world would be totally different. It's would have been a much greater place to live in. I want to go back to the past, when everyone was so lively when talking about God. I love that kind of atmosphere the most. This should show how much I love my church and also the people who worship God with all their heart.

Though I do not know God that well yet, but I want to. So... I'm going to never forget him and just read his words everyday. It's one of the best way.

*sorry if any of you gets pissed when reading this. I was pissed when I wrote all these, so be understanding.
*Do not ask me to chill if you feel like it. Cause I just need to burst everything out so that I will feel better. So trust me. Now I feel better.