No!!....

I'm sure I'm going to fail my English. Why is it so hard. Why Mrs Judy Goh set the paper so hard one.??? Aiyo. Going to die liao lah. I'm very scared... Paper 1 was quite ok. But paper 2 was horrible like anything. Oh my!! Can't stand it. I don't want to fail wan lor. Now I just pray that I will do well for the rest. I got study this year leh. Other years never study at all lor. Come on lah. Why so like that. Lucky study lor. Studied dictionary also leh. If not I think I might as well be dead. I'm now very scared that I will not be able to make it to 3/5. Hoping for the best.

Went to library to study for Chinese with Charlene, Jacinth and Lisabeth. Then Stephanie came to join us. Better do well for Chinese tomorrow. If not arh... I think I don't want to live liao. Or if i continue to live, I don't want to study liao. Can't afford to keep on failing all subjects.

Come on Rachel! You can do it! I know you can. You won't fail. You studied like never before. You prayed like never before. It's just your mindset that has got to change. Don't give up so easily ok.

But still I don't feel assured. Haiyo!! Can wan lah! Two angels talking to me. The pure angel on my right, and Saturn on my left. Both telling me different things. Don't know who to follow. Follow God Lah!!! God is still the best.

Ooh Yeah!!! God Rocks! God rules! Woohoo... I love God.