Facing another disappointment... REJECTION!

I know I'm new in H Comm. I was given the task with another member to make a video or powerpoint slides on some announcement. I did a video. That girl did a powerpoint slide. I took more than three hours figuring out how to make a video and thinking what should be added. I did that instead of doing my work or revising. I knew I didn't have enough time to make it if I leave it to last minute, cause CO practice is everyday and I have other stuff to do also. It's just so disappointing to know that my piece got rejected. That girl's work was way too simple. Not very intresting either. And for me to produce that kind of work, it requires me about half an hour only. I added the more important stuff while she didn't. So I'm hoping that they'll change their mind and choose mine, but I doubt they will. I'm just speechless. I forgive them for not knowing how busy I am, but at least they should know that I would be taking a longer time to do a video compared to a powerpoint slide. It's sad.

Being in Hospitality Comm, my hope is to bring joy to people's life, but how can it be made possible if my life is so suckish? Can't people ever spare a thought for me? I know that I seldom ever talk to them. That doesn't mean I don't count them as my friend or I dislike them. That's my character, and I think they're just being bias, cause the other girl is their good friend and also the youth pastor's daughter.

I hate having to let everything out here in this blog, cause it's somehow a bad thing to do(as what I think). I don't like offending anyone or stuff like that, but it's hard to, when you put in so much effort into something you were asked to do and it was rejected when compared to another that's so simple. Speaking truthfully, anyone can do that kind of work! It's so plain! The whole thing is white all the way and so empty. Who can't do it?

I don't want to go on blabbering about such stuff anymore, and I wish I don't have to in the future. Not only do I not like it, but everyone.

SYF is just 13 days away. Not long ago we said we still have a month. Now it's only 13 days. So everyday were having practice. Finding the strength to hold on...