Nothing much has been going on these few days, maybe except for Saturday. It was truly a horrible experience. Not sure if I had gotten food poisoning from the food eaten on Friday night, but my stomach just can't seem to stop hurting. That happened to my father too. He told me that his stomach was not feeling very well. He became the pig for the day. He went to bed at 10am. Slept for about 2-4 hours then wake up to eat something. Soon, he was back in bed at 3+. Only got up at about 5+.
As for me, I was dying, trying to stop my stomach from hurting. Had diarrhoea. Then went to bed for a while. Had wanted to study for science, but because of the pain, I was not able to concentrate and also did not have the mood to study. Ended up that I was in a bad mood for that whole day. Had tuition, but did not speak up a lot.
My study was pushed to Sunday. Was slacking/resting in the afternoon. Then dinner, went out to eat with my mother, her boss, her colleague and my dad. Did not want to go, but was force by my mother to go. Had no choice but to have dinner with them. Got home, only to find myself not feeling very comfortable. Still, I had to study because I could no longer push my revision to another day. So I just read through my science books and tried as hard to remember as many things as possible. Took a 15 mins rest and got back to revision.
Today, the science paper was doable. But my brain was not functioning properly somehow. Spent much time, trying to understand each question. Fortunately I made it through the whole paper. If not because of God who was with me throughout the paper, I don't think I would have survived the paper, for I won't know if something would happen to me halfway through the paper.
Tomorrow will be having Literature paper. Nothing to study actually, exept for some reading to do. Pray that tomorrow I'll be once again alright during the paper. If not, I'll have to be prepared to fail. But I will have faith in myself that I will do well. And I'll also leave the rest to God. How He wants everything to turn out is His decision. I'll just have to live my day, knowing He'll be there.
God has just been so great to me all these while. He cares for me so much. Sometimes, It happens so coincidentally that I do not realise that it was God. This week may have been really a roller coaster ride for me, but it was indeed a fruitful week.
Now, I'm deciding to join hospitality in my church's ministries. I can't really decide between usher and hospitality, but I think that God is calling me to hospitality. I'm not able to join worship, due to the fact that I have tuition on Saturdays and will not be able to go for practice. Fellowship com has too many people. PARTS does not really interest me. Better be prepared for anything that comes my way. HOSPITALITY!! I'm coming to you soon...
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