I'm Tired

I'm so tired these few days. Many things to be tired about. Tired mentally->exams, comforting/counselling people, past memories and maybe a few more others that I can't think of now, because I'm mentally tired. Then I'm also tired of losing faith in everyone and everything. Physically, I'm not really tired. So many things have been happening. Time for me to emo a bit.

I'm just so speechless about these past 3-4 weeks. Bad things seems to continuously befall on me. Now, all I need is just some comfort time for rest and maybe some counselling. I need time to pour my feelings out. My heart throbbing, worried about so many stuff.

Hope not to have more things to be troubled about. If that happens, I won't know if I'll be able to withstand all those pressure. Some things may have passed, but I'm still worried for don't know what reason. Maybe I'm just afraid that the same thing would happen again.


Oh!! God!! Please help me through this period of time when I am so stressed up with so many things. I can't even seem to be able to communicate properly with you when all these are taking up such big space of my heart. Please clear all these from me, Lord. I really need you beside me now. I'm so lost. Could you just give me the strength to go through all that I'm going through now? Do not leave me. Do not walk far from me. I need to see you so that I can walk without worrying. Precious Lord, you are so dear to me. You know my needs, Lord.


So sorry to everyone whom I get pissed off with. I can't seem to be able to control me feelings, emotions and mood these few days. Please forgive me. I hope that you all will not mind all these. All I need is just time to talk to nice people who have the ability to comfort me and bring my mood up. I also need time on my own too.


If I can go to a big field now and stay there for a very long time, I would have done it so much earlier. And if I do that, I need a whole day. That would be a great feeling. How I wish that Singapore has more forest or nature reserve. I want to talk to God's creation. Nature is beautiful. Time will fly when we spend quality time with the beautiful nature. I love that! I need to refresh myself...