I feel so left out these few days. Why do I always find myself being alone. I need some company. The sense of being unwanted is dwelling in me. But why? Must everything happen the way it is? I live in my own world where nobody cares. There seem to be a wall surrounding me the others cannot or dare not cross. Is everyone ignoring me? Is anyone out there willing to take me? Shouts of help replied with silence.
Where's the energy in me that I used to have. My lack of sleep has made me become the another me. I feel so weak everyday. I need to have more sleep.
Would my dad just get out of my life for a week! I just want to spend time with myself. I need the energy to be who I am. Come one! Get real! I'm more active than you are! You have retired! I know that you sleep all day at home okay! You are so lazy now! You don't need anymore sleep! I want my sleep! I'm just so frustrated with life!
Tears has formed in my eyes as all these are being written. I'm having a bad headache now. I want to get sick!!!! I need all the rest! I don't care anymore!!!!!!!!
I'm lack of many things, or should I say everything. I'm Lack of Faith, Lack of Strength, Lack of Sleep, Lack of Love, Lack of care, Lack of time, Lack of Brain Cells, and many many more!!!!!
My life is ruined! I cannot seem to carry on with it!
God just sent a song to my head. The chorus makes me carry on with life!
I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For you are who you are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in your hands
You never left my side
Though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
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