For ONCE! I couldn't differentiate right from wrong. Just how pissed I actually was and what I should have done. I knew I just had to, but what was stopping me at that moment? Why was I still so silent and just stepping away? This may sound like I'm admitting to something, but NO! Not of that you think. I was, after ages, madly flamming at this sickening banglahdesh guy who was obviously trying to ___ me! Yes! He was just standing right beside me in the train, grabbing the opportunity that the train is packed and jerking crazily... he did that thing you couldn't have imagined. For a moment, I wanted to stomp hard on his legs, or maybe elbow him full force, even screaming at him. I lost my voice today, so I thought... I shan't scream(I have more important things to save my voice for).
In the end, I decided, I was so going to get down! I tried pretending... I said excuse me and made it as though I was seriously leaving, but he walked out of the train, so I stepped back and went... YES!... Such a fool... Son of an idiot!
Still ranging with anger, I stomped out of the train at Eunos and continued all the way home. Got home, and the first thing I said was "FREAK LAH!!" Related the whole ARGH! story to parents and they said I seriously should have shouted and made him feel ashamed of himself. Any, I also thought that there was no point wasting my voice on such unworthy, useless, shameless pile of dust. After all, God will know who to punish when the time comes.
SO NOT GOING TO LET THIS HAPPEN EVER AGAIN!
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