Cambodia??

Cambodia? Should I go or should I not? My Church teacher told me that there's going to be a mission trip to Cambodia end of this year. Pray about it or leave it? I've been longing for so long to go there, but when the actual thing comes, I'm not even prepared at all. Don't even know if parents will be willing to stand by me. I can't possibly be going without their permission. Neither can I go if my faith remains this low. It's already close to the end of the year. Time's so short for decision making. I still don't think it's possible.

We'll be having structured lessons and of this year. And if MindChamps doesn't end by then(don't know when) how can I go? God! Help be make this decision. O'levels next year... start revision?? How?? How?? Cambodia... am I only going to go there when I get older? Anyway, what's my definition of older? Sigh... can't decide... Better pray about it.