Nothing, But Only This.

This blog is no longer meant to talk about my life story. No longer for any other interesting stuff. It's only going to be for the sad dayzz of my life and somewhere I choose to throw all anger away. For from today onwards, I've changed my viewpoint for everything and everyone.

This life that I live, I see no purpose to it any longer. I've thought about it and realised that if I weren't around, there would be no difference. In fact life would have been much better for many. I would say that there's no one who at least 65% care about me. For even the one that's supposed to be most important in my life does not even care one hell bit. From what I know, actions speak louder than words. And this means that people who say they love me, they don't actually do. I know who really care and who don't. I know who love and who don't. I know everything that's going on in people's mind, because I am someone who understands.

I may have shown to you that I'm someone gay, but I'm not any. I love to laugh, but that does not prove it, cause I do that in order to forget all troubles and worries. Seen me stare into blank space or look into the sky before? Know what's behind that quiet, blur looking girl? Care to find out? Look for me then. I'll be more than glad to know you've come.

Shout at me, for that's all you know, when you come back from work with anger. If that's how you vent your anger, go on, I won't give a damn to you. Ask you a question, it comes unreplied. When I get things done wrong, you start to shout. Why then should I care about you anyway! You don't know what's going on in my mind, but I know in yours.

The joy that I've so longed for. What great joy I had only lasted two days. You ripped it off me.