KC...

KCCO got Silver. Our dream for GOLD has been ruined. The standards was raised and rivervalley, before us, got Gold with Honour last year and only a Gold this year. Quite sad that we didn't manage to break the record. In fact, I was too sad to even cry. After all those effort we had put in the past one year plus, especially this past two months, we only got a silver. It's so disappointing. I had wanted to put the blame on some people, but eventually decided not to since we are an orchestra.

EMDD technical run was rather bad today. Today I learned how much I should dislike teachers of this school. Was it a must to draw a clear line between teachers and students? Do we not deserve respect too? Ms Nadia, she blamed us for not telling her the correct number of chairs we need. Then after that, though she knew we were holding on to our instruments, she said to us "Do you not have hands that you need people to help carry your chair to your place?" That was too much! I know she's not that kind of person, but I why did she do this? Simply, she just wants to join in with all the other teachers and be mean. And before that, when I left my reed in my purse and it's in the zip lock bag kept in a locker, I told her and she said that I'm causing a trouble. I admit that I should have taken it with me, but is forgetfulness preventable? NO! It's so frustrating.. even Ms Soo wasn't angry when she was the one taking the trouble to open the locker for me and wait for me to find my things. I used to think highly of Ms Nadia, but now I have to think twice before I shoot out any compliments on her. Just because she knows many teachers... just because many of them likes her... she's so stuck up.

I've totally changed my thoughts about KC. Everytime I pass the General Office, I look at the door and I make a promise to myself to always say " The school spends money on wrong things." I'd rather they make CO's budget higher than they spend money on a stupid glass door that will eventually shatter if something happens. My class was told that the school's going under PRIME soon. That makes me even more angry, because if they want to change the school, I'd rather they change it once and for all and not part by part till PRIME time arrives. And the thing out of all these... they are going to raise donations from us for the PRIME. Why ask us for money to rebuild the school when we will no longer be around? Why predict that we are going to let our daughters come to KC in the future? And when did we say we are going to all get married? Even so, how can you be so sure that we will give birth? And so what if we give birth? Can they tell that our offsprings would be a girl and not a boy? And when we have a girl, did we ever say we're going to let them come to such a lousy school? NO to all the questions, absolutely NO! KC is getting on top of everyone. Teachers are mostly bias. Only a few deserve our genuine respect, care and concern.

Just DAMN this whole school!