Monday, March 30, 2009

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

Must March be so torturing?... till the very end??

It's Enough! I've had Enough! It's just driving me insane!

If those times just weren't enough... Why should it last till the end?

So all I was doing was sleeping away. Yes! I'm tired. Indeed, tired till I can tire no more. Sleeping... just sleeping. I told my dad that I want to sleep. He said he would wake me up at 8.45. I said alright. Then I slept through all the way, not knowing if he had tried to wake me up before or anything. All I know was I got whacked at 9.15. That was when I woke up. I don't know how long he's been trying to wake me up or whatsoever, but was that whack required? I was just in some deep deep sleep. Deep enough for me to not wake up anytime soon, by any calling. So not only did I get that whack... He started to nag AGAIN!! As if I hadn't enough! So he was actually blaming me. He was thinking that I was ignoring him while he was trying to wake me up, when in actual fact I don't even know if the world had already ended. I knew nothing at all. So that nagging was all that useless. But it sure did bring my mood off. It just goes to show how much he actually know me. In fact, how "much". Had he bothered to understand me better... Had he showed he cared, in other forms. It's disappointing...

I'm tired. Tired of anything and everything under the sun. This is so not the life I am hoping for. When, oh when will the time come for me to depart? I'm now tired of school, tired of home, tired of getting nagged at, tired of life. Mostly, tired of having to hide my emotions, showing the other me in the virtual world. No one knows who I am. No other than God.

Is life going to go on like this? I want to leave for good already. I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!

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