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I'm so dead. There's parents-teachers meeting day. Oh No! I fail almost all my subjects. You tell me how to face my mum and dad now? I'm still not coping well with sec 3. It wears me out so fast, I can't even break. Haven't been doing my homework lately. Just trying to catch up with the lost sleep. Maths... I totally don't understand a thing at all. Logarithms?? Roots?? Oh Mann. Have got to get an A maths tuition soon. Any recommendation. I need one to one tuition, or I'll never make it. If I fail A maths for Mid-Year, I have to drop it sadly. And there's no way I'm going to be left with 6 subjects or take up art. My mind is in a mess. I have to start working extremely hard this coming term or prepare to fail everything again. I can't afford to slack any longer. Not when I can't at all do well.

Good:Oh well... Work hard Rachel. Pray. Don't enjoy too much of life for now...Not the time yet.
Bad: But I want to enjoy life. I don't want to wait anymore. Too stressed. And what if the time for me to enjoy life never arrives?

Rahhh!!! Help!

I don't want 14th March to come. No!!! I'll be dying a horrible death that day. Prepare my funeral for me. Get ready some excuses for me before I die. Tell me how to face that day?

CO is making me stressed like hell! People, stop commenting at my playing. I'm pissed. I know I'm bad at playing. Would you at least understand my condition first. I can just fire bombs soon. SYF is so going to suck. If twice a week practice wasn't enough, what more do you want? Every second of my life? No way! CO's bugging me like some sickening mosquito. Give me a break!