Chinese Orchestra is starting to get busy again. There's practice tomorrow. Saturday too. Sunday is the SYF rehersal. There's no way for me to skip church this Sunday, because I have to usher. And so after church, I have to RUSH to take lunch, RUSH home, RUSH to get changed and RUSH to school, in order not to be late. Rehersals are just as important as the real performance. I'm lucky that I don't need to go for audition. Being the only Gao Suo player has good and bad(maybe not so good) points.
I can't believe that time actually passes so quickly. Still remember the middle of last year when we were still not at all playing well, but now, we have to play well no matter what because the time is arriving. The sense of anxiousness is in all performers. I'm sure all are hoping for it to be over as soon as possible. Memorising the score is not a problem for me. Performing well is the main thing that I'm fearing. But in Philipians 4:13, it says "I can do everything through him who gives me strength". So I trust that this period will pass and it will be good, because I know my Lord has given me the strength and courage to do this well.
Days ahead are not easy. Miss those days of primary school where there were so much time for fun and games and slacking. Now all we do is homework. Barely any time for fun. Friends seem so much less important, knowing that we won't have time for them. How bad can it get?
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