Everything was different today. The time I got up was so much earlier than expected. School was different too. I am no longer a sec two. No more ?/3 cause now I'm in 3/4. My register number is different, teachers teaching me are all different, Subjects we are taking are different too. Weirdness was all around. Everything felt like chaos. It wasn't something that I had thought it would be. To sum up today's school, it was just different and weird.

I had thought that since it was the new year, maybe I should just apologise to everyone. I'm only planning to start this year different. I decided to start off happy and light-hearted, but it takes me a lot to bring this up. Just to say a simple sorry is going to be tough. I'm not sure if I should actually say it. I would feel weird and some would wonder what's that for. But I'm going to try that on the coming Monday. Somehow, my heart is heavy and I can't be me unless I do something about it. But to make it less awkward, I have to think of reasons to so-called cover up a little.

Should I Or Should I Not?