Saturday, December 6, 2008

请靠近我

有时我真的很想放弃你,可是我知道你是我最需要的。我告诉自己不能这么轻易把你忘掉,但是我一直都没把你放在心上。这几天虽然刚从露营回来,我也不知为什么总是没想到你。好久已经没感到这样了。感觉真像我缺少了东西。虽然心里知道缺少了你,可是我不管怎样也是把你推到一边。我真不知道什么吧你拉回来。真抱歉我的爱不是真心的。如果我能永远靠着你,把你当着我的爱,那是多么好的一件事。现在我希望你会原谅我,让我渐渐地靠近你。

Thinking back, I realised that I should have plucked up the courage to step forth to the front when many were confessing. I was just too shy at that time. Even so, why did I not go up to Uncle K C personally? I regretted. If tomorrow I can be brave enough, I would go. Please show me a way, Father. How can I ever be strong enough for you? Strengthen me, Lord.

Why choose to wait when it can be done right away? Why do I have this kind of thinking? Why must I be so lazy? Why drag it? WHY!

我如何度过这段时间呢?我的感情早已消失了。泪水干了。

Just a month ago, I was still so high-spirited that jumping all around. Now, still singing the same songs, the feelings are the exact opposite. How can I live forever for you?

Draw Near To Me!!!

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