Who's the leader of your life?

I admit that I don't put God the first priority in my life. The leader of my life is usually my friends and studies. I would put aside everything just to care for these two things. We are worldly people and nothing can ever make us change to become what we expect ourselves to be-Godly People. It's as though our life is a tug-of-war, where we are the rope with God and Sin pulling at each end. Who would win? Are we sure about it?

Today, from what I learn, if we want to be close to God, we have to make oursleves feel close to Him. In what way, you can decide yourself. I was told by Shimin that her friend calls God her Heavenly Daddy instead of Heavenly Father. It's just like what we call our earthly dad. That's how close we can act like we are to God, and also how we can make ourself think that we are close to Him. I'd love to call God my Heavenly Daddy whenever I pray. If I remember, I would call Him that, till I get used to it. It's so great to know how close we can make ourselves feel to God.