Still

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
Within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

The Perfect song that I had needed for these past few days. Have no idea why was I so upset. Realised today that it was actually a misunderstanding. Haven't been at rest since I thought that it was true. Whatever it may be, all I want to do now is to be still before God and know that He alone will be the one who will watch over me.

Why did I get so sad and angry for the past few days? What was all those for? I really think that I've wasted much of my tears. Too much that nothing is left. When I was on the bed, instead of sleeping, I was worrying. Why did I even worry in the first place when I know that God has His own plans? Waking up at 3.30am, only to fall back to dreamland at 5am. That was really not worth it. Then waking up at 8, when I had only slept at close to 12 yesternight.

Just give me a maximum of 5 minutes for now, to just fall into my own world. I can be in there in no time, cause I am just too worned out by the sorrows. The few sleepless nights itself can kill, not to even talk about the rest of the week's activity, especially tomorrow. Talk about dry run for camp..... run around the school till we get roasted/soaked.

Dear Havenly Father,
Thank you for bringing me through today. I pray that you would guide me through the rest of my week and that you would provide me with sufficient energy also. I want to trade with you all my sorrows and worries...all the pains too. Restore my soul and bring me back to your side. Forgive me from all sins that I've commited. Hold me close to you and never let me go. I want to spend eternity with you.
This is my prayer, I pray it in the most precious name of your Son, Jesus Christ. Amen.