Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Home

How many homes do you have? I think that I have four. The first one is of course my own home. The second home is my school. Third home, aunty's house. And my last home is none other than my mother's office.

Wow! The last one was a bit out. But imagine going there almost everyday of your holiday. Doesn't it seem like another home? Just look at the time now! It's past seven and I'm still around at my mom's office. It's been so far the longest time I've stayed at this office mann.

Why does my mom even want to do overtime when she knows that she won't be getting overtime pay? She can just finish her work tomorrow can't she. I'm already tired and having a headache from the boredom that I survived through till now. What if I need to stay till 9 today? That must be nuts! She asked me if I mind staying till 7. I said can. But look what time is it now? Way past 7 and I'm still around? It's 7.26, to be exact. I'd rather be at home lying on the bed now than to be sitting in front of this stupid computer that keeps lagging and hanging. I'm so going to be wearing glasses if I continue to be sitting in front of the computer for so long. I've worn glasses before, just that I was lucky that my eyesight is back to normal, so I don't have to wear it again. That was like don't know how many years back, when I was in k2 I think.

Now I just really wish to be home. I'm sleepy... Tomorrow still have to go Parkway at 11 for CO camp meeting. It was supposed to be for the committee members only, but somehow the CCA leader called me along with another two person from my section to help during the camp. Still wondering if I'm going to be chosen to become an SL next year. Chances are high, but nothing can be predicted. I'm not going to worry about this anymore. No point. If i get to become one, good for me. If not, try again next time. There's still other chances for me to becoming a leader. Why worry so much now. Like said in the bible: To be a leader, you must first be a servant. To lead, you have to first know how to serve. I don't mind being a servant my whole life. But it would be a good experience if I get to become a leader one day.

I can't believe that I'm actually still in my mother's office. Still no sign from her saying that we're about to leave. Guess it's really my forth home afterall.

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