Last two post was in Chinese, because I was practising for my Chinese oral. Still, the oral was so horrible. There was so many words that I was not able to read. Same goes for my very smart friends. Haiyo... I got Mdm Foo leh. Hope she's linient to me, since she knows me. And the passage is so tough that even the O'level oral book that I have seems so much easier. I'm so dead lah. But at least I'm not alone. Haha.. Now's the time to play play play and have fun. Stress period over. Though it's relax time, but it's sure going to be a boring period too. Planing to take up classes or something like that. Maybe take up guitar lessons. Don't really know. These few days got really interested in guitar. Hope to be in worship one day.

Yesterday was such a tiring day for me. Walked around Suntec then went to Orchard. Nearly melted in the blazing hot sun. Ran here and there. In and out of air-con. By the time I got home... was dead already. Ate dinner then straight away went to bed. slept from 8+ to 10+. Went back to bed at 11+ then slept till this morning 8. Was like a pig.

These few days was tough. Have been comforting so many friends. Have been worrying so much. And for myself, have been getting much scoldings too. So much to go through. The heavy heart just weighs me down. Think about the next few days or weeks. I don't know how perfect they will appear to be. Just pray that God will allow times to be better. Don't feel like going through all these anymore. The more I think about it, the more it's going to hurt me. I'm not going to allow all these to take over my life and my happiness. I want to be the same Rachel that I was. The cheerful little girl, the one that never fails to be happy.

Rachel, don't feel so hurt. God is with you. Just do what you need now to comfort all your friends who needs you. If you are going to escape from all these, are you still their friend? Don't forget that they still need you, just like how much you need them.