Where are you! I want you. Why do I keep losing you? Why must it be me?
You used to make me smile. I've been waiting for you. Being really patient。
I love you, but how am I able to show that. I've been so bothered about my own things that I forget about you. I've been so tired lately that I can't continue being constant in my QT. I just need you. Do I have to continue waiting, continue finding... Do I ? Or I stand where I am and do my own things. Now I've totally lost you. But what do I feel? Do I feel sad? I do. But I feel free at the same time. I know that I need you. I'm still to young. I'm your child that never grows. Father!! Give me a hug. Comfort me!
Lost in thoughts. Lost in Words. Lost in feelings. And what more. Lost in faith? Why?
I'm going to look till I go crazy. I want to find what I want. I'll not be able to live if I don't own it. And if I've found it, I can't lose it. I'll have to search for it again. It has got to be with me forever. It has got to stay with me. It's a Must. Don't matter who I am. Just need You! You can't be bought at any cost. So let me find you. You are all that I want. Nothing is more important than you are. It's either I have you or I don't. There's no way I can have you and not have you at the same time.
Call me Lord. Call me!! Call my name. Lead me to do your will. But before that, promise to live in me for my whole life first.
I hear someone knocking at the door of my heart. But when I opened it, no one was there. Who could it be. Was it God? Have He decided to leave me because He dosen't want me as his child anymore? Is it even possible. Or was it that I opened the wrong door, and i've invited the invisible evil spirit into my heart. I hope not. Am I walking the right path? Am I walking in circles? Where am I going?
Lead me Lord!
Do I have a sound prove ear that I'm not able to hear you speaking to me? If not then why can't I hear you?
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