Lack of Exercise

It was raining in the morning. Thought there would not be PE for us today. True enough, but it wasn't because of the rain, instead it was because we had a PE written test. Found it so lame. So nonesence can. And the test was like somehow easy, but I scored a total of 8/10. And then when we were exchanged papers to check, mine was with my friend behind me, PH kept on looking at my paper lah! So irritating. Guess she knows that I like her or something. Seems like more and more people knows that i like PH lor. Now even Ms Grace also know. It's so dangerous already. So hard for me to hide. I just want to end my love for her, but it's just so hard. Can't take it anymore. The whole world is going to find out sooner or later lah. *Horrible*!!!

Supposed to go fitness room with Charlene after school to exercise, but it ended up that she was not able to make it. So I skiped a day. For two whole weeks I've not been exercising. Going to grow fatter men. I really lack exercise this few weeks. Got to go fitness room tomorrow. Don't care!

I have a feeling that PH is hating me. Just now during PE period she was staring at me non-stop. She must be suspecting something. There's a possibility that she thinks I'm the one who sent her the Happy Birthday message when it wasn't me. The fact is that Charlene was the one. Now I'm so frustrated wit myself for falling for her. *ARGH*

I'm lost in the middle of an ocean. I don't know what to do now. Should I turn to GOD for help? Or should I just let it be the way it is. I guess it is better off if I ask God for help.

I don't feeling seeing her tomorrow. I just hate it! NO!! I don't want to see her. AAHHHHHH!!! Save me!!! I'm drowning! Why? Why is it that life is full of obstacles that we all have to overcome. Just don't understand. Having English with her tomorrow. Lucky it's only one period. If not I'll just die and no one would care.