At times, it's so hard to find Him.
At times, you just need to search harder to find Him.
At times, you just want someone there beside you.
At times, you just want to spent time on your own.
At times, you will think that He does not exist.
At times, you just need someone to talk to you about Him to make you feel His presence.
At times, you feel so left out.
At times, you are not alone.
At times, you don't feel like living anymore.
At times, you know that you have to live on.

All these are what I experience as a young Christian. I may have accepted the Lord when I was in primary 6, but many things I still need time to digest. I may want to be by His side forever, but who knows, I might just lose Him without realising. So treasure your life. God has a plan for your life. Live life as the way it is. Pray when in need, because he told us "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened"(Matthew 7:7-8)
"Until now, you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."(John 16:24)

Having so many wonderful Christian friends around me is such a great thing. Love you all!! I love the Lord too. "We love Him because he first loved us."(1 John 4:9-10)