A Sense of Betrayal

Is it supposed to be this way?

Why do I always have to be treated this way?! Why?

I realised that many seem to like taking advantage of me, being a kind person.

Where is the presence of God?

Does He really know what I am going through?

If He cares for me, he should be providing me with a mentor.

When would I get a chance to have one?

Must I continue being patient and bear all the hurts?

What if I am not able to hold on any longer?

Would I just burst out all my feelings?

How could a friend I used to trust and rely on most do this to me?

Am I not a human in her eyes?

I have feeling too!

What right does she have to make me feel left out?

For the holiday project, I knew I had done my part, But she just did not include my name and made me get a "scolding" from my favourite teacher.

I was just lucky that God was present at that time and He sent another truthful but naughty girl to save me.

When questioned by my teacher, she said that everyone did their part.

PRAISE BE TO GOD!

I still long to be drawn nearer to God!

I need God's Grace and Mercy to be on me and also His Guidance to help me while I pass each day!